When your feeling down, your heart feels heavy like it can’t be lifted
Everyone says, “You really are gifted”
Nothing any can do, there is no way out
Your head gets filled with thoughts filled with doubt
No, you are loser – you just suck
No one cares about you, they don’t give a fuck
A loved one would say, “What about your family and friends?”
They would give a list of names that seems like it never ends
Shut up, I know I shouldn’t be sad and the reasons why
Just leave me alone, don’t even try
I just need some space, is that so hard to give?
Then your thoughts turn dark, “Is there a reason to live?”
It’s like gambling your life with the cards you’ve been dealt
Must be a weak hand since it’s the worst you’ve felt
You tried almost everything in your hand
Should you keep playing, or just stand?
It’s seems like you threw every wrong card
Then you realize – death must be easy cuz life is hard.
Being tortured with never ending pain
Driving the opposite direction in the fast lane
Losing my mind, feeling insane
Nothin to lose, nothin to gain
Standing in the rain
Jumping in front of a train
Jumping off a bridge
It wasn’t worth nothing you did
This ain’t no game
No one ever feels the same
We feel the shame
They try to relate
Talking about the people they hate
Hate is what causes lives to end
An excuse for the rules to bend
There is no such thing as harmony
It is just a fantasy
What is wrong with me?
What is wrong with you?
There isn’t anything you can do
Just leave me be
Soon you’ll see
All I need is me.